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Trading

b_1308294366353I am thinking about putting some money in forex… This is currency converter kind of thing and according to economy of countries I will able to earn some profit due to difference and fluctuations in currencies .
I read one book related to this trading … I don’t know why but somehow I am getting the feeling that this trading thing is what I want to do … It’s so exciting … Of course there are risks too… Well economy subject is always seems fascinating to me … Sid told me about this site coursa for online courses so I am kind of planning to take some online courses related to economy..
I had quiz today and well it was not very good but somehow my teacher feels that I will get AA ..

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Gossip girl

Let me tell you some secret … Well generally all of my friends trust me with there secrets and sometimes it becomes hard for naughty me to keep things in my stomach … Come on I am a gossip girl after all !! 😉image
Ok … Here our secrets kind of revolve around boys …no lesbians are here …
Well before Sid I had lots of crushes and sometimes my friends become seriously worried that I will never become serious with anyone in my life … Well I was young that time ( younger than now 😉 ) and what is wrong there to have a secret crush on someone at least this proves that I was not lesbian …
From starting I don’t know but I had this awkward pull towards juniors boys ( age , class difference should not be more than one year )… I never liked seniors whoever he maybe and somehow I was not comfortable with boys in my class … ( ya..ya … Sid is one year junior to me )
Well today I want to share secret about my friend khushi …. Well she is kind of into senior boys I don’t know what she sees in them … Her last boyfriend was a senior and believe me he was total jerk , he leave khushi heartbroken …
And now again khushi is going out with some who is way much way older than us … Well she is my friend I have to support her but she has this magnet to attract awkward boys towards her … Sid says that khushi is desperate for boys and goes out with anyone but I know she is not like that …. Why guys always think that all things are related to sex only … Come on there are emotions too….

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Colours and me

Today we celebrated festival holi … I really love this festival a lot … In morning my friend jalak came to my room … She was very excited …
So I applied huge amount of oil on all over my body … It imagemakes colour to go off easily 🙂 …after breakfast me and Sid went to shop near his hostel to purchase colours… Well Sid was not very excited about this due to his allergy although I put some colours on his cute face , but I was careful …in return he did some art on my face with colours .
When I returned to my hostel with Sid , one guy name teja from my class and smashed egg on my head !!! I really want to kill that guy … I never touched egg in my life ( I am pure vegetarian ) … I was dumbstruck standing there … After some Sid left and I played holi with my friends … We put lot of colours on each other … Later we took one water pipe and hurry!!! we were creating our own rainy day 🙂
I really enjoyed a lot … Today lot of shops are closed due to holi … So me and Sid are planning to eat food in our mess… .

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Jealousy

Till now in my whole life I was never got jealous of anyone … I never tried to compare myself with someone else … I never wanted to become someone else …
But things are changing now
imageWell I am very very bad dancer and I am really too shy to show someone my weird dance moves… I always wanted to learn dance but due to my studies I was never able to do so. Well I never complained about it but we had dj night tonight in my hostel .. All girls were dancing … Sid’s ex Trisha is a wonderful dancer. I always love her dancing but tonight it was different , today I was jealous of her … I wanted to dance like her not like her I want to dance far better than her … I don’t know but this awkward type jealousy is consuming me … I am felling that slowly I am becoming just like her .. I am no imagelonger able to recognise myself…. I love myself a lot and I am hating these changing … And the thing which I am hating is the fact that reason of these dark feeling is Sid …
I sometimes wishes that I never meet him … Of course I love him but due to him I am trying to become like a person contradicting my fundamental be believes. I don’t want to become a bad person but it’s like he is pushing me to become one … I somehow feels the urge to prove myself …
I was satisfied with my life … I never wanted anything my life now all I see is half empty glass..

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Holi

imageLast night I watched movie da Vinci code and now I am more than eager to read all books of dan brown . Plot of this movie was so good … Well I kinda of write blog before going to bed but due to movie I was feeling too lazy to even think about anything let lone write ….
But when I woke up in morning I saw my mobile and come to know that someone commented on my blog
” No posts today ? I am loving your stories.”
Well this comment make my day and I was more than willing to write something …:-)

Today me and Sid watched movie ” the rush “… It’s good movie to watch .image
After two days i.e. on Monday we have holiday due to a Indian festival called holi… I love this festival … In India we have lot of festival but I like holi and Diwali most…
In holi we throw dry colours , coloured water or gel kind of things on each other and eat lots of sweets .
imageIn first year of my college me and many girls from my college went to boys hostel to play holi . When we reached there I saw that lots of boys with teared shirts roaming here and there and other boys engaging tearing each other’s cloths , putting colours … Some of them are lifting up our teachers and putting them in a pit in which they put egg, tomato,toothpaste and lots of semi liquid things mixed with soil …. Talk about revenge 😉
Well when boys saw that girls are here ..some of my classmates went to there room and come back with fresh t- shirts in order to hide there bones or fatty stomach from our view but due to there traitor friends their fresh t – shirts were ruined … I was quit enjoying the show myself when someone came from behind and put lot of I don’t know which colour at my mouth , hairs …thanks god I was wearing a dress which I was planning to dump …
Then they were throwing water , colours on girls and that’s how colour war between girl and boys started … When boys run out of colour they bring eggs and tomatoes to throw at us … Finally when me and other girls returned to girls hostel we came to know that water tank is empty and due to some problem in pipes there are no chances of getting water for 2-3 days … And on this day one of my evil professor decided to take a quiz … Well we somehow managed to postponed the quiz … And for bath … Well we went to our institute building with buckets and took bath their trying to scrubbing colours from skin …
This year my friends are asking me about going to boys hostel to play holi but next day after holi I have to meet my guid and have to give quiz … 🙁.

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Taiji

imageWhen I was removing curtain from my window in morning I saw a lizard with a baby lizard hanging …. I hate lizards a lot and after calming myself …. No I was not able to calm myself and leave curtain as it is anyway who wants fresh air with lizards..
Got new haircut … I am looking good but my dream of long hairs going away from me , well you will think why I am so obsessed with long hair? … Actually till four years ago I had boy hair cut due to my mother … I am not tall in height so my mother thought that long hairs will stop my growth and seriously I had no clue that how human height and hairs are related ….
Let me tell you something related to my “relatives” ….image
Till age 3 I stayed with my tauji and taiji ( Indian terms for big brother of my father and his wife ) in village … they are sweetest person in whole world specially my taiji , she is soo innocent . Well my tauji married my taiji when he was 3 years old and my taiji was 12 years old ( yes this was arranged marriage and child marriage too … But in their time it was this way ) . Since my taiji was older than tauji , she tells me stories related to tauji and of course my father’s childhood … She tells us that after marriage how my father insists on sleeping with her ( my father was 2 years old) so that he imagecan listen lots of stories from her ….
My taiji is maybe 59 years old now but she kind of behaves like innocent child … She fears god and says very harsh words to people except me … Actually she says that I remind her of her daughter who died due to chicken pox ( that time it was that much dangerous ) .
My tauji is very intelligent man although he was not able to complete his studies due to family responsibilities but he encouraged my younger tauji and papa ( my father ) to complete their studies . I love talking to my tauji a lot …. Well i am kind of obsessed with Indian books related to origins of our gods and he is very knowledgable in these things …so our frequency matches 🙂
sometimes these two helps me to do childish things and laughs at my doubts related to village life … Because all of my family I love my village a lot but due to my fathers job and my studies we shifted to City but whenever I find time I go there to meet my roots …..

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Fight

imageI usually like to wake up at morning , do some jogging and kind of keep my daily routine organised but for some reason I kind of failing to do so …
Well I woke up at 7:57 a.m and by some miracle somehow managed to present at 8 o’clock class .. It was my personal record to get ready at such short time . I sometimes seriously think about bunking classes but to protect my sincere student image I end up attending most of classes .
Well today all my classes was really good and I managed to meet Mr. Hall for my project .
After lot of tries to prevent split ends I failed … I really want to have long hairs but now I have to go salon to cut my imagehairs… Well thinking about getting some different hair cut right now … Due to my hairs I read lot of articles related to hair care which was no use for me due to lack of my ignorance .. I thinking of going to some doctor to get some serum or something to get healthy hair 🙂
Me and Sid got into fight … Not fight actually I am kind of insecure about myself… Not about our relation and I really want best for Sid .. I really love him a lot ..
I think I was wrong … Well what happened..
imageI think I am kind of very possessive about Sid … And in past he had lot of girlfriends/ friends with benefits kind of thing … I know these things should not matter to me since we are in stable relationship for almost more than one year and he never make me to feel doubt about him or our relationship … I trust him …
But well his ex gf’s were very hot , beautiful but I am just an ordinary girl .. On the other hand Sid is extremely good looking guy … I don’t know why he love me … But sometimes I feel like I am not a good match for him … He is so good at his work and know what he wants in his life …but till now I am confused about my goals I don’t know what I want ..I am still figuring it out …his ex gf’s are also very good at studies and all … Due all these reasons I feel bad about myself and really hate this feeling …. And in last all anger burst out on Sid and poor guy ..didn’t had a clue why I am so pissed … I don’t know what to do ..? God it feels good to write all things
We are ok now but I don’t want to hurt him … I love him a lot ..

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